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Last night I watched a movie staring the actress who played the squidgirl from Dagon. It's a Spanish comedy-horror movie called 'Sexykiller'. Dorky title aside, it was a fun movie. Lots of parodies of horror movie tropes, from 'Friday the 13th' to 'Reanimator'. Plus, a cute and amusing lead actress doesn't hurt. I also found out my Spanish isn' as rusty as I thought. I couldn't carry on a conversation, but I got more than 1 word in 5. So yeah, if you like actresses who do crazy well, and send ups of horror movies, give it a look (assuming they ever release the DVD in $COUNTRY_OF_RESIDENCE).
Well, today was my first visit back to the doc since I was on leave.
Went ok, anxiety levels seem to be doing well on the current 'take the
xanax when you need it' plan. She's a little, not concerned, but wondering
about my depression. I've been having blue periods, not really depressed,
but not bouncing off the walls happy either. I was calling it average,
but she thinks there may be room for improvement. However, we're not
tinkering with the medication yet. As the doc put it, I just started
back to work, it could just be dealing with that, the change from leave
to work. So, I'm keeping things the same, medwise. I'm going to try
paying more attention to my mood, see if it goes up, down or stays the
same. If I really don't see any improvement by say early Dec, I'll get
an early appointment and we can see about tinkering, otherwise I go back
in Jan.
Currently, I am feeling a little down. I was hoping the doc would say
'You're doing great, keep up the good work.' But, I've got to remember,
this isn't work, or a competition. I'm not loosing when I have a bad mood
day. It just means I may need to change things. I had this same issue last
week with the anti-anxiety meds, I got down because I had to take them...
then I reminded myself that this was what I was suppost to do. I'm not
a failure for being sad, or being anxious. It's a symptom, nothing else.
So, what fixes moodyness. Ferret time, friend time, walks, books. I'm
going to keep up my usual plans, and see things go. One day at a time.
So that's my story. Now I'm at work. Work work work. Tonight I have to
go pick up my tux for Kestrel and
strongbow's wedding this
weekend, get ferret chow. I may go out and treat myself to something
tonight, I think I deserve it. Especially with me really being good about
staying in budget the last two weeks. We'll see. Hope you all are doing
good. Ciao.
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Well, it's offical, I've been moved off my nice working unix mail server to the new, shiny, sorta working Exchange server. Hurrah for Thunderbird though, handling Exchange with hazmat gloves. Theoretically I can still use Alpine+Fetchmail+Procmail, but it looks to be a pain in the arse. So back to a GUI work email client I go. Oh well, I've deal with worse ;)



Yay for Tuesdayness. Why ? No real reason, save it's not Monday, I actually
got some real sleep last night, and in general I feel fairly ok. I
arranged the sleep thanks to having a mild anxiety issue last night over a
fairly low end situation (yes, I'm being vague, only because I don't want to
ruin a suprise). So, I took the Xanax, rather than let it turn into a
major issue...and out go the lights. Well, after about 30 min. Had
my usual weird, but oddly enjoyable dreams. Something about a toy
factory. Alarm goes off, I hit snooze...3 times. Wake up late, race
around, get to work. Yay the Shoggoth Pit. Nothing major going on here,
I have to fix some switch configuration foo later, so my new backup script
will work for all the devices, but that's not a OMG, must do now ! thing.
Tomorrow I'm coming into work late because I have a doctor visit. Follow
up with the pshrink after my leave. Need to write out my notes for the
visit, yay for journal entries (public and private, I write alot about
what's going on in my head offline). Then, back to work. Wee.
Yeah, I'm in a good mood today, it's improving as I write this. I like
this. Tonight, no clue. I didn't go for a walk or hit the store last
night, so I'll probably do both. Not alot else. Ferret time, dinner,
maybe some TV. Definitely a book. Then back to sleep. Hopefully without
a full on coma though ;)
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